Merry Christmas (early) morning everybody!
This (early) Christmas morning is kind of an uneasy Christmas morning for me.
'So. This is Christmas. And what have you done? Another year over. A new one just begun. So this is Christmas. I hope you had fun. The near and the dear ones. The old and the young....'
That is exactly how I'm feeling.
I have always loved that Christmas song, for some odd reason or another, I thought it was one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard.
When I really, really, listened to the lyrics, and got the whole point of 'the world is messed up' it made me think.
It made me think that, yes, the world is messed up, and yes, my world is messed up.
So this is Christmas...
It just takes my mind away, and makes me think and think, and wonder and wonder.
I have all these questions I wish that I could ask God.
You know, just like, God, am I doing this right? did I make the right decision? and, God, what have I done?
Why am I anorexic? bulimic? borderline? depressed? anxious? tired? weak? sick? uncertain? in pain?
And with that being said, Merry Christmas to all, and to all, a good night.
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