And I'm Hanging On A Moment With You

Happy (almost) Thanksgiving to everyone!
I am super excited to write on here tonight!
I'm sitting on my bed, wearing my boyfriend's sweatshirt, writing, and drinking 'candy cane lane' flavored hot tea, which is a pretty amazing way to spend my night if you ask me.
If you're wondering why I'm wearing my boyfriend's sweatshirt, it's not just because I'm freezing cold and trying to get warm, but because we had a pretty amazing night together.
I went over to his house tonight, and we hung out and played video games for awhile, which you probably know isn't my favorite hobby by any means.
Then we decided to watch a movie, a romantic movie at that.
Okay, I'm not going to go into mushy details about how we watched the movie or anything, but there are important details included.
In the beginning we cuddled, and the way he held me, I actually felt content in his arms.
It was kind of like this feeling I never felt before.
I wasn't like, oh my gosh I just want to go home, I was watching the movie, and he was holding me close, and it just felt so, right.
Of course, when his parents went upstairs and stuff we kissed and stuff, of course.
It was honestly one of the most passionate moments of my life.
I had my arms around him, and he had his arms around me, and whenever our lips touched, I just knew how much I loved him.
I could have laid with him, kissed him, cuddled with him, for the rest of my life.
It was just so comfortable, so romantic.
Each kiss, so passionate, each touch so gentle, everything was like perfection.
We were talking tonight about when he's going to propose to me, which I guess you don't really talk about, but we did anyway.
I've been kind of on the border with that, like I want to wear his ring, I want to say I'm his, and I want to eventually marry him, but it's like when? because time plays a role in all this.
Well, I realized at this point, after tonight, that I really want to spend my life with him, for real for real.
I didn't want to leave his side tonight for anything.
I just wanted one more hug, one more kiss, one more second in his arms, anything.
I really believe that I love this guy with my whole heart, and I can tell, I can just tell, that he really loves me back.
He is the happiness in my life, one of my biggest supports, and most of all, my love.
Right now, I would love to be laying beside him in bed, just holding each other tight, knowing that I have my love right there with me.
I know I'm eighteen, I'm not trying to rush things, but I want to just like, I don't know, say 'this guy is mine, forever and always'.
I want to wear his ring, walk down the aisle with him, go to France on our honeymoon to look for David Guetta on the beach, spend my life with him, share the memories, share my life with him.
I love him so much, I really do.
It's going to be hard being away from him until next week, because tomorrow is Thanksgiving and then my mom and I are hopefully going away for the weekend.
I do however know that some quality time with my mom is important too, and something I also enjoy.
Plus shopping is always wonderful, especially for Christmas presents.
Shopping for Christmas presents has become one of my favorite online hobbies, so imagine how fun it will be in a huge mall!
I'm working on these books for my close family members about things we are thankful for.
I found a list on the Internet of sixty things to be thankful for, and it's very appropriate.
Right now, I just want to say to God and to everyone that I am thankful for the time I've spent with my grandparents this week, the time I am about to spend with my dad and his parents tomorrow, the weekend I can spend with my mom, and of course my boyfriend.
Enjoy your holiday everybody!